I fell in love with a girl who's as beautifully ravaged and fucked up as I am. She opens her mouth and I can see my heart coming out. Sometimes when she looks at me though, I see poison in her eyes and it makes me want to blow up the world outside, leaving nothing but a giant grave for her to rest her pretty head in.
I'd tear my eyes out and give them to her if it meant she could see the stars like I can sometimes. My stomach feels like a block of ash and I wonder if she would blow a kiss to me just to watch my body crumble in the wind like a dead maple leaf.
This girl, she hid her face in my shirt and asked if I would end this confusion for her. Girl, if I could do anything properly, I'd at least do that just to see you smile like frozen sunbeams. I'd smooth wrinkles from the world and heal every bit of scarred flesh the world has, just to make it more beautiful for your eyes. If I could, I'd cry until we both shrunk like Alice; I'd take you by the hand and fashion you wings to be envied by every winged thing. If there was a heaven, you'd be in it.
Beautifully sad, she always has a smokescreen up and all I want is to love her.
1:06 a.m. - 2005-06-15
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