This will be the last entry I ever make.
You (whomever you are) have forced me into this. I can no longer write anything in this without it coming out and being gossiped about for months. I can longer go out without being gossiped about for months.
You've spread a rumour about me being a "lesbian" and now (somehow), it's gotten back to my dad's side of my family. You've stolen my freedom of choice. Before, I had the right to CHOOSE not to tell them I was bisexual. Now, that right has been stolen from me. I prefer keeping personal information about myself just that -- personal. It's not your business. It's not my family's business.
You've also spread a rumour about me that I'm a "drug addict". I hope that you decide not to spread this rumour far and wide so that my family hears about THIS one as well.
Most of all, I'm angry because I've done nothing. I assumed that no one knew me at school anymore. Everyone who did had just graduated. I could be anonymous. That's all I really wanted this year. Was to be anonymous and finish high school without anyone knowing me. I just wanted to be invisible so I could avoid all the petty high school bullshit.
You proved me wrong. There's no way I can avoid hearing lies about myself. Ever.
But now I want you to stop. Now I want you get on with your lives and find something/someone else to talk about. There's plenty of fodder out there to lie about. My life is through being used as your petty entertainment.
- Seanna
6:44 p.m. - 2005-09-13
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